Monday, April 6, 2009

Houston we have an embryo

Sunday my little embryo was put back in the mother ship! Yup we have an embryo on board. I could not see the actual placement but my loving husband did. He got watery eyed so I knew we "conceived". I am praying that the little guy/girl will implant and grow grow grow. Hubby and I are completely attached to this little embryo. I catch myself dreaming of being big and pregnant. I even tried to calculate the due date. I am so in love with this embryo and I am scared. I am no longer guarded. I have removed the protective armour from my heart. I am vulnerable. Please lord do not break my heart. Please let this be my time. I have been good. I deserve this.

Well I am having some cramping so I am back to a horizontal position!!! Bye!

3 comments:

The Fien Family said...

I hope this is it for you! YOU deserve it! How soon will they be able to tell you if its a go? How exciting!

MaryKate_G said...

I am thinking about you and your sweet little embryo. I SO hope this is your time!

KJ said...

Thanks ladies!!! I go in for a beta test on 4/16. I am praying that this works for me too! I cannot believe how much I have been through.