In a verrrry bad mood.. Sorry!!

I apologize right up front. I am in a very bad mood this evening. I was in a good one today and than it turned sour. Please forgive me. The egg growing front is going but it is not going like it should. I have ONE 12mm (I think it is mm) egg and a bunch of little ones. Not enough to do an IVF cycle. The ONE egg is on the right side that has no tube. Nurse is positive but said that if cycle is cancelled they will convert to an IUI. Nope not doing that since I have no right tube. Not going through another one of those for nothing. The game plan is to have another ultrasound on Monday to see if any of the little ones decided to grow. If so they will allow the big one to do what it wants and continue meds to grow the little ones. This means I will be on IVF stim meds for longer than normal. I have already been jabbing myself for 22 days. Not sure how many more I can take. Gained like 10 lbs because I am so bloated but yet only one egg. This whole cycle my body has been fighting me. I am very sore and bruised. I will do what ever it takes. I have not given up but for you know what sake can something go right for me?

Off to forget about my troubles and drown myself in useless tv. Hopefully a better day tomorrow!